Saint Thomas was one of the twelve apostles of Jesus. Saint Thomas in the Syriac language means “twin.” St. Thomas loved Jesus very much. Once when Jesus was going to face the danger of being killed, the other apostles tried to hold Jesus back. But St. Thomas said to them, “Let us also go, that we may die with him.”
When Jesus was captured by his enemies, Thomas lost his courage and ran away with the other apostles. It broke his heart when Jesus died. Then on Easter Sunday, Jesus appeared to his apostles after he had risen from the dead but Thomas was not with them. As soon as he arrived, the other apostles told him joyfully, “We have seen the Lord.” They thought Thomas would be happy. Instead, he did not believe them.
“Unless I see in his hands the print of the nails,” he said, “and put my finger in the place of the nails, and put my hand into his side, I will not believe.”
Eight days later when Jesus appeared to his apostles again, Thomas was there, too. Jesus called him and told him to touch his hands and the wound in his side. Poor St. Thomas! He fell down at Jesus’ feet and cried out, “My Lord and my God!”
Then Jesus said, “Because you have seen me, Thomas, you have believed. Blessed are they who have not seen, and yet have believed.”
After Pentecost, Thomas was strong and firm in his belief and trust in Jesus. He took the mission he was given seriously and went to Parthia, Persia and India to preach the Gospel. He was killed by his enemies while kneeling in front of a cross and praying. He died a martyr there, after many people became followers of Jesus.
In this chaotic world of ours, we have in our mind the same doubts Saint Thomas had. Why? Because our faith in God is not firm. We must hold on to God even in worst situations. We must have that lively faith, an unshakable faith, a faith that nothing or no one can moved. Like Saint Thomas, let us confess that Jesus is our “God and Lord”. By this, our faith in Him becomes stronger and because confessing one’s faith is a sign of a firm and trusting faith to God. Lord Jesus, help our unbelief!
Grant, almighty God, that we may glory in the Feast of the blessed Apostle Thomas, so that we may always be sustained by his intercession and, believing, may have life in the name of Jesus Christ your Son, whom Thomas acknowledged as the Lord. Who lives and reigns with you in the unity of the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.